Sunday, December 30, 2012

beautiful colors

isn't this amazing...Christmas time and beautiful
fall colors.

love is the most beautiful gift a person can give you
especially when you know it is for real.

I have been blessed once again.  And, can't wait
to tell all of the details.

happy new year to you all


isn't this cool

while out on my journey today
I came across a shoe print with a perfect heart in it :)
how cool is this?  I am not
the normal photographer, I find
unnormal things to take pics of

hope everybody is having a great weekend so far :)

Love n hugs

things are finally getting better, will get caught up on comments!!!

Saturday, December 29, 2012

pure beauty

before I fell on Wed I managed to get this
beauty.  He looked as if he was posing for the
camera.

Good things, are going to be coming
only a few short days till the new year.
I am keeping positive about everything.

Hope everybody has a great weekend

PS I HAVE INTERNET FINALLY


Thursday, December 27, 2012

I am still alive

To all of my blog friends/family  each of you are very important to me,
today is the first day that I have internet since right after Thanksgiving...and using my phone had to quit as  I got really close to my data :(
what a month December has been and it isn't over yet.

I am not going into details, just say...Monday the 3rd i felt like I was having a nervous breakdown, one of my friends finally came and sat with me and listened to me cry (her name is Kathryn she has been so good to me).   The 10th  one of my friends, was having chest pains problems, then on Wed 12-12-12 was admitted for chest pains...it keeps getting better....my bfff of nearly 30 yrs on the 19th had 5 bypass surgery in OK I wasn't there for her....so the past two weeks have been stressful...didn't get to go to OK and now not sure when as I can't afford to be sick from the change in weather.....it still gets better today I fell in the mud and hurt my knee ;( its not broken but sore from head to toe

love n hugs to you all

Monday, December 3, 2012

something I need to say

Each and every one of you are very important to me...and appreciate
all of the support, some of you have been following me from blog to blog ;)
because stupid people try to mess up my life.

Right now, I am in the biggest turmoil I have ever had in my life, feeling that
I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown, due to the way life has a way
of throwing huge curve balls.  ON top of that I am so stressed out, missing my parents is getting harder and harder.  Gilligan I miss so much (he is the love
of my life) just seems once again...life is in the way from preventing us from
being together.  I am like a lost puppy so to say, thanks to all of you though
through your blogs, I can find smiles again, I appreciate so much all
of them.  I may not get to comment, but do look at everybody whom I am following.

The internet is still slower than dialup they say by this week it will be
up all the way...this is the story since the middle of August.  Having no
internet is getting stressful also, because I can only use the phone so much
for a hotspot (data) if I go over it is very expensive.
also, without the internet I can't do video calls with Gilligan or my family

I always try so hard to stay upbeat/ strong it is getting so hard....in fact
today I wanted just to end everything..I am not going to do anything stupid
I love life too much, its the way I felt.  It is just that I am missing my family
not getting to be there for Thanksgiving and now it looks like the same for
Christmas.....I am going to OK this next week, on top of it missing Gilligan is driving me crazy.

Wow I am really not a rambler but seems this is what I am doing...just trying
to get my mind back to being positive instead of wanting to cry

love n hugs to you all
Gilligan



monday quiz

Here are FOUR QUESTIONS that everyone can answer and then you have the option to add a fifth question of your own for those who are visiting your blog to answer in the comment section, along with commenting on the four standard questions you answered! Grab the badge for your post if you like: 

1. When was the last time you had your picture taken with Santa?
Dec 2010..he was at Wal-mart and asked if I would like a pic

2. Which do you prefer - ham or turkey?

I love them both...but ham would probably win

3. Do you give more to charity in December?

yes!!! it is the time for giving

4. Which US City would you most like to visit and why? 
Washington DC as it is our nations capital and lots of history there


And don't forget to add a 5th Question on your own blog so we can answer as we hop around!


5.  During Christmas do you help out a stranger? why or why not?
My family (we adopt a needy person) every year make sure they have a nice meal, and we buy some gifts for them...Christmas isn't about what I am getting or how much is spent.  Jesus is the reason for the season!!!