now, why is it that my heart is like a string to those who are around me?
those that I am closet too, think I am of a puppet. which is not true at all
I have feelings you see, the same as you. The things you have done to me, I would never do to you.
I am much more compassionate about peoples feelings than this. I was hoping
with a new year came better things, but it has been worse. I want to go away
and disappear, nobody would miss me, maybe they wouldn't even notice I am gone. My heart has been ripped out of my chest far too many times and it will never happen again. I may not be around to post on here for a while, but I will post to let you know I am ok, as my blogging friends are important to me
I just need to get away from reality for a bit, and look to the future, whatever
that may bring. please keep me in your prayers, as I am facing some hard turmoil
once again. Satan just keeps digging his hands in my back deeper and deeper while I am whits end....I have prayed, and prayed some more but satan isn't going to win!!! I am a fighter and I am tough.
love n hugs to you all
Covering you in prayers. Kick satan back to hell, love you.
ReplyDeleteOh my heart breaks as I read your post. I have no idea what is going on. But know I am praying the Lords blessing and strength and guidiance upon you. Please know you are loved and that you are valued. You will be missed if I dnt see your post I will know the Lord is holding you tightly in His loving arms until you can share the beauty around you once again. I love the picture of the sunrise you view out your window. May the Lord give you a new sunrise everyday and a smile to know you are His. Love you my friend. Blessings
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ReplyDeletefrom there I can get your # and we can talk girl it is a tough road but you do not need to go at it alone I will be by your side ^,^ lift your eyes to the Lord and cry out for Him to guide you He does hear our needs.